Subject: Disappointed
With myself.

I know revenge and violence are not virtues and in real life - I can't hurt a fly and frankly, I have no desire to hurt anyone physically. YET each year when I watch Shawshank Redemption, I absolutely relish the scene where the bully raping Andy gets the snot beat out of him by the guards....I know I'm not supposed to cheer that ---but, I actually look forward to it


Today's news - a United Health BigWig is shot in NYC and possibly targeted. If it's over money or sex or whatever that's a shame but honestly? My first thought was: If it was on behalf of someone jerked around by the HMO - -- yawn, enjoy a cherry coke and that's that.